I'm Not Sure What To Think...

Alrighty, so I was skimming through some other horoscope websites and I happened upon something that is equally intriguing and possibly true.

What To Do, What To Do..?

I've been thinking again, with the whole mess of things which are occurring right now. In the very least, I'm frustrated and scared. I'm not really one to trust others with my emotions, after all...

Confusion

I've been thinking for a while now, almost a week.

Of course, I've been hesitant to get back into dating after what has been happening with recent events.

I talked to some close friends for advice, as I know that I'm not too practiced in dating still and am clueless when it comes to dating first hand (though my advice is substantial), and she told me to talk to him more--though I'm not too sure if I'm ready for that yet, if that makes any sense.

I'm also a bit wary as I still don't know if he is dating someone despite his subtle flirting and giving me noticeably more attention when we're in the same room (we aren't close friends so we don't usually talk but now we do often).

Worst case scenario: He's dating someone and I'm being over analytical about his actions which means he's simply being friendly.

Best case scenario: He isn't dating anyone and these little things I'm noticing are--in fact--signs that he's interested.

I'll update again on this matter either Friday or Monday!

Have a good day~!

Guess Who's Back!

Well, following the utter disaster that is my life right now, I've finally managed to crawl my way back to blogging. Excuse my attitude, I don't usually let it show so much, however I'm rather stressed and am in desperate need of writing as an escape, aha.

Thoughts

Today I feel rather stressed. High-strung, impatient, and restless--all not very good for me at all, aha.

Perhaps I'm just on edge on something that is to happen but anticipating it way too much. Preparation can only do so much in love, after all, it is a rather fickle matter. Despite this, I'll just sip my tea with my legs crossed daintily in hopes that everything will calm down sooner rather than later.

Tfw

...you give cookies to your crush and can't even talk because you're so nervous--

I don't even know why...Like, I try to talk and reply and stuff, but no words come out and my face and hands get all warm. I know that he's very sweet and that I shouldn't be so tongue-tied because--I mean--I talk to him all the time over text.

Worries...?

I've currently been in a downwards slump since Friday. As I am a chronic worrier, I haven't received a text back from Mr. Taurus since then, so hopefully he's alright. I think he's just busy or taking a thinking break or something....

I hope I didn't come off as overbearing--I just get enthusiastic with talking to others, I suppose.

Patiently Anxious

Currently, I'm waiting for a text back from Mr. Taurus (he won't be able to see it until later, though)...Being a mostly organized person, I would like to keep my feelings "in check" and certainly make sure that if I am feeling this way for someone, that they feel the same.
Hopefully, we'd still be friends either way...I'd very much miss talking to him if things become awkward...
Oh dear, now I'm having second thoughts...

For now, I'll retire to listening to music while doing an assignment.