About Saturday

So, this past Saturday was homecoming for my school...I have to say it was my favorite one so far, aha.

Any way, besides the almost assured death due to a friend's driving and getting trapped in a rather large group of grinding young adults...it was pretty good. I also should point out that the same friend gave Mr. C a ride too, which was pleasant.

As for the dance itself, I'll try to keep it short when saying that I received a lot of good signals from him including him striking up a conversation with me or dancing with me (though I have to admit I can't dance ahaha). Another thing worth mentioning is that he texted me as soon as I was dropped off and we talked until midnight and yesterday (Sunday) and also this morning he texted me as soon as he woke up.

We talked quite a bit about who I'm crushing on since he did ask, but the way he replied led me to think that he's already aware of my crush--which, for me would be utterly embarrassing....am I that easy to read? But at the same time I feel that he might, too, be oblivious. We'll have to see how it turns out, I suppose.

So, despite the obvious signs, I don't know if he really does or doesn't like me...call me oblivious or perhaps insecure, but I usually need quite a bit more solid 'proof' that he does like me.

Confusion

I've been thinking for a while now, almost a week.

Of course, I've been hesitant to get back into dating after what has been happening with recent events.

I talked to some close friends for advice, as I know that I'm not too practiced in dating still and am clueless when it comes to dating first hand (though my advice is substantial), and she told me to talk to him more--though I'm not too sure if I'm ready for that yet, if that makes any sense.

I'm also a bit wary as I still don't know if he is dating someone despite his subtle flirting and giving me noticeably more attention when we're in the same room (we aren't close friends so we don't usually talk but now we do often).

Worst case scenario: He's dating someone and I'm being over analytical about his actions which means he's simply being friendly.

Best case scenario: He isn't dating anyone and these little things I'm noticing are--in fact--signs that he's interested.

I'll update again on this matter either Friday or Monday!

Have a good day~!

Take 2

Well, now considering that Mr. Leo is actually a Mr. Cancer, now something that has happened the other day makes more sense aha.

Regardless, it still stands that he's rather outgoing and rather boisterous. Though, if I think about it, he is on the Cancer-Leo cusp...

Anyway, in my bout of observing him yesterday (as, I'm still trying to figure out if he is interested), he had accidentally elbowed the back of my shoulder (rather hard, if I must say). Of course, I joked about it, saying that it hurt (which it did), and he immediately began to apologize in a soft voice. Granted, I rarely see him apologize or use a softer tone, but perhaps this is just me.

I've also noticed that he'd ask me every day how my shooting went for a match or practice, and if I had a particularly bad day, he'd offer a bit of consolation. It's somewhat shocking that he can be so 'in-your-face' one minute and sweet the next, but who am I to complain? I am the same way, after all.

So, maybe this will work out, maybe it won't....but, perhaps it could and that's what matters.

Guess Who's Back!

Well, following the utter disaster that is my life right now, I've finally managed to crawl my way back to blogging. Excuse my attitude, I don't usually let it show so much, however I'm rather stressed and am in desperate need of writing as an escape, aha.

Insights On Virgos

Now, this is to be solely based on myself (and some friends who are also Virgos).
//this was supposed to be submitted on Valentines Day, but I had some things to be taken care of, aha//
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Virgos love to be in love. It allows their picky, cautious nature to bloom further while they pick out what to wear and how to present themselves. They tend to fix minor things or fidget with clothing--perhaps picking off little bits of lint that catches their attention. With Virgos, you never know when you'll bump into the one who holds your affections.
However, though they may be forward in advice or criticism, shy Virgo has difficulty in engaging in conversation with whomever they admire and often resort to backing away in order to analyze their current situation. By doing this, they cause themselves unneeded distress and end up creating problems that aren't there in the first place. Usually, if you feel the same towards them, a display of your feelings would work wonders and wash away some of that worry. Though, Virgos (even as in-tune with details as they are) can be rather oblivious to smaller gestures.
But! Have no fear, as gentle Virgo can eventually muster up enough confidence to show subtle signs of their interest. Their ideal way of flirting is modest. This can include a quick glance to the object of their affection and then looking away just as quickly, fixing clothing in their presence, or even offering help on things that seem minute (as in, "Oh, that looks like a lot of work, here, I'll help"). Be cautious, as these can also indicate simple curiosity or just them being helpful in general.
When it comes to a crush versus being 'in love', Virgos get fickle. They are indecisive in nature, almost always weighing the pros and cons of decisions in order to figure out what would be their best choice and why. It takes time for a Virgo to determine their feelings, especially those who tend to hide them, but once they do decide that they're the one, it's final. Virgos, when in love, are dedicated and affectionate partners who will be loyal unless the other has shown infidelity. They don't give up easily even then, however, and will try and try until they're sick of it. It takes quite a lot for a Virgo to deem something as a lost cause, and once they say that they do not care, it should be apparent that that is the only truth.
Virgos, in all, are critics. They enjoy picking at little things and examining them for the better. Relationships are especially part of that. Virgos aim for their personal perfection, and though they do not mean harm, they can try to change bits and pieces of a relationship to make it better than it was originally. It's best to gently show the Virgo that nothing needs to be changed, as their intentions are good and may feel personally offended if you were to be harsh towards their criticism
Even with this, Virgos can prove to be deeply caring and devoted partners. If a Virgo shows that they harbor feelings for you, it'll be quite a challenging yet d

Apologies

So, I must confirm as to why I had managed to miss so many days of blogging, and the solution is rather simple. Basically, my school-issued laptop was a bit loose at the mousepad, thus causing malfunchions with the computer's hard drive. Apparently, when the mousepad was pressed, it would momentarily dislodge something in the computer and then it would cease functioning.

Needless to say, Mr. A has recently informed me that he is, in fact, going to confess to the girl he likes [to my dismay, though I am very much happy for him!], but alas, he didn't. I'll give him about a week to try to ask her out before I ask him if it would be alright to just tell her myself. Seriously. Guys these day [no offence, though, gentlemen].