So, I must confirm as to why I had managed to miss so many days of blogging, and the solution is rather simple. Basically, my school-issued laptop was a bit loose at the mousepad, thus causing malfunchions with the computer's hard drive. Apparently, when the mousepad was pressed, it would momentarily dislodge something in the computer and then it would cease functioning.
Needless to say, Mr. A has recently informed me that he is, in fact, going to confess to the girl he likes [to my dismay, though I am very much happy for him!], but alas, he didn't. I'll give him about a week to try to ask her out before I ask him if it would be alright to just tell her myself. Seriously. Guys these day [no offence, though, gentlemen].
Showing posts with label Mr. Aquarius. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mr. Aquarius. Show all posts
05 May 2014
14 April 2014
Military Ball -- 2014
So, April 12, or, Saturday was the day of the Military Ball, which I thought was a great experience [that I would like to do once again] and overall was enjoyable. The only problem was simply that I do wish that the night would have felt longer, as those four-and-a-half hours flew by quite quickly!
As I had put in this post, I had asked [technically someone helped me ask him--I was too anxious] Mr. Aquarius if he would like to go with me, and he had replied with a yes, and I completely lost it and "tackle-hugged" my friend whom did the asking for me. Then she brought him to me. And then I lost whatever vocal and social abilities I had simply dissapated.
Anyway, back to the topic. I ended up being about ten minutes late [surprisingly enough], though Mr. Aquarius greeted me [and my sister; she was our chaparone] kindly. We arrived around 5:40 p.m., thus leading to an approximately twenty-minute wait before the recieving line was to begin. After the Reciving line, we stood at a table with some friends [mostly from Rifle Team, most of which I know/am well-aquainted with], and continued to wait until everyone attending was situated.
As I had put in this post, I had asked [technically someone helped me ask him--I was too anxious] Mr. Aquarius if he would like to go with me, and he had replied with a yes, and I completely lost it and "tackle-hugged" my friend whom did the asking for me. Then she brought him to me. And then I lost whatever vocal and social abilities I had simply dissapated.
Anyway, back to the topic. I ended up being about ten minutes late [surprisingly enough], though Mr. Aquarius greeted me [and my sister; she was our chaparone] kindly. We arrived around 5:40 p.m., thus leading to an approximately twenty-minute wait before the recieving line was to begin. After the Reciving line, we stood at a table with some friends [mostly from Rifle Team, most of which I know/am well-aquainted with], and continued to wait until everyone attending was situated.
02 April 2014
Hm~ [aka, more news about Mr. Aquarius...]
So, I recently found out something about Mr. Aquarius. My friend had over-heard him talking with a friend during classes and I was the "subject" of it [as I had attended Rifle Team practice on Monday]. He [Mr. A] seemed worried as how the conversation went and with my friend's perception of it, and she also said that when they were talking, his friend had said "your girlfriend showed up" [hahaha], though he was confused [as he is single] until his friend said "[insert my last name here], you know, the you like."
Further more, even as I believed that it was some sort of cruel April Fools trick [I am not very fond of that *holiday*], Mr. Aquarius and I were talking before the end of school and he brought up that he had heard from a friend that I attended a Rifle Team meet when the instructor was yelling [actually, he was using a very quiet tone. Very scary, no kidding], and asked me about it.
So, HAHAHA.
Take that, doubts!
Further more, even as I believed that it was some sort of cruel April Fools trick [I am not very fond of that *holiday*], Mr. Aquarius and I were talking before the end of school and he brought up that he had heard from a friend that I attended a Rifle Team meet when the instructor was yelling [actually, he was using a very quiet tone. Very scary, no kidding], and asked me about it.
So, HAHAHA.
Take that, doubts!
23 March 2014
Trust Issues
Ever since I had my first "relationship", I've found that trust shouldn't be given out so easily as I do. Even now, although it has been about two years since I broke up with my first "boyfriend", I still am having trouble trusting Mr. Aquarius, who is just so sweet and sincere.
As much as I don't want to trust people, it hurts because I am the type of person who wants to completely trust everyone and help everyone, not push people away because of fears resulting from someone who never cared. I find myself constantly apologizing for making these false assumptions that people want to emotionally hurt me, even lie to me. I feel that this makes me a bigger burden than I already am sometimes, and I feel like I'm always pestering someone when I talk, chat, or even text them.
Now, turning this into a Virgo post.
Virgos tend to be in the partially paranoid to the "mental disoder" type of paranoid range. Going off on this, many Virgoans are afraid of showing any more emotion than what is needed [also, this is for practicality], as they may believe that by letting go of their emotions that they would be subjected to harsh opinions, hatred, or even things like being annoying. Virgos have a calm, collected surface paired up with this underlying fear of rejection, which may make it harder to tell whether or not they truly are afraid, or if this [the feeling that they would be rejected, et cetera] is actually a fact. Virgos, unlike Pisces, tend to test the waters before allowing themselves to do certian things, and that includes relationships. If the waters somehow pose a threat, they will immediately withdrawl and stay on the safety of the land.
Virgos are natural worriers who secretly want to feel appreciated, needed, and loved. They crave this and they look for this in a lover, too.
As much as I don't want to trust people, it hurts because I am the type of person who wants to completely trust everyone and help everyone, not push people away because of fears resulting from someone who never cared. I find myself constantly apologizing for making these false assumptions that people want to emotionally hurt me, even lie to me. I feel that this makes me a bigger burden than I already am sometimes, and I feel like I'm always pestering someone when I talk, chat, or even text them.
Now, turning this into a Virgo post.
Virgos tend to be in the partially paranoid to the "mental disoder" type of paranoid range. Going off on this, many Virgoans are afraid of showing any more emotion than what is needed [also, this is for practicality], as they may believe that by letting go of their emotions that they would be subjected to harsh opinions, hatred, or even things like being annoying. Virgos have a calm, collected surface paired up with this underlying fear of rejection, which may make it harder to tell whether or not they truly are afraid, or if this [the feeling that they would be rejected, et cetera] is actually a fact. Virgos, unlike Pisces, tend to test the waters before allowing themselves to do certian things, and that includes relationships. If the waters somehow pose a threat, they will immediately withdrawl and stay on the safety of the land.
Virgos are natural worriers who secretly want to feel appreciated, needed, and loved. They crave this and they look for this in a lover, too.
More Personal News Stuff: Part 3
So, I gave in for real now.
According to him, he is feeling better, so that's good...
I need to get a life. Today, I have cleaned, fixed, texted Mr. Aquarius, and am blogging. Perhaps I should bake...
According to him, he is feeling better, so that's good...
I need to get a life. Today, I have cleaned, fixed, texted Mr. Aquarius, and am blogging. Perhaps I should bake...
Speaking Of Mr. Aquarius...
And now that I have finally remembered what I was going to post about, here it is..
So you know this Aquarius guy I keep bringing up? Well, I forgot to mention something. Sometime around the end of February, I had mustered up enough courage to ask him to the Military Ball [we are both in JROTC and he is, in fact, my squad leader who is two years my senior]. You should have seen me when he said yes.
I didn't believe it at first, though when I realized it was "for real", I literally wanted to jump up and hug him. So, now it is 23 March, and the Military Ball is coming up on the 12th of April. I'm pretty excited, actually.
Going off topic for a bit, I really need to finish cleaning my room. It's already clean, according to my parents, but it just doesn't seem clean enough...
I really can't wait for the ball...I already have a dress, shoes, and [since he can't drive yet...over here, you have to get driving classes then wait a year until you are able to drive without an instructor/supervisor] we will meet there. I'm sort of hoping that I could get enough courage [not to mention my parents' approval] to meet for lunch with him [I know that he would say yes, but I just am not quite ready mentally...aka still paranoid].
But really. I think that this should have been mentioned a while ago...who said that Aquarians and Virgoans aren't compatible? Not me!
So you know this Aquarius guy I keep bringing up? Well, I forgot to mention something. Sometime around the end of February, I had mustered up enough courage to ask him to the Military Ball [we are both in JROTC and he is, in fact, my squad leader who is two years my senior]. You should have seen me when he said yes.
I didn't believe it at first, though when I realized it was "for real", I literally wanted to jump up and hug him. So, now it is 23 March, and the Military Ball is coming up on the 12th of April. I'm pretty excited, actually.
Going off topic for a bit, I really need to finish cleaning my room. It's already clean, according to my parents, but it just doesn't seem clean enough...
I really can't wait for the ball...I already have a dress, shoes, and [since he can't drive yet...over here, you have to get driving classes then wait a year until you are able to drive without an instructor/supervisor] we will meet there. I'm sort of hoping that I could get enough courage [not to mention my parents' approval] to meet for lunch with him [I know that he would say yes, but I just am not quite ready mentally...aka still paranoid].
But really. I think that this should have been mentioned a while ago...who said that Aquarians and Virgoans aren't compatible? Not me!
More Personal News Stuff: Part 3
I really gave in this time.
He's feeling better, which is good, so I'm satisfied for now when it comes to the worried department.
I would go outside today, but it's rather chilly so I had decided not to...then again...this is perfect weather for doing stuff. It snowed yesterday, too, and it's sorta foggy outside, but very little.
He's feeling better, which is good, so I'm satisfied for now when it comes to the worried department.
I would go outside today, but it's rather chilly so I had decided not to...then again...this is perfect weather for doing stuff. It snowed yesterday, too, and it's sorta foggy outside, but very little.
20 March 2014
Aquarius + Virgo Compatibility
NOTE: This is completely [and loosely] based upon the relationships of those whom I know [technically, myself and Mr. Aquarius, too], and does not apply to all types of Aquarians and Virgoans.
The Relationship between these two may be complicated, as the Aquarian male wishes to keep his freedom, and is virtually unreadable to the Virgoan female. While he goes off, she worries constantly if whether or not he truly does feel the same. Virgos look for long-term, or even just a loving relationship, unlike Aquarians, who, if they feel their significant other is in love with someone else, will simply sigh and leave.
This sort of relationship requires both to put in effort and commitment, but also leniance. The Aquarian, though he may seem cold and aloof at times, appreciates the little things that the Virgoan female may do for him: fuss over him when he is unwell, ask how his day was, smile, talk with him, even the occasional baking or treats. On the other hand, he may find her fussing borderline bothersome.
"Break-up"
Virgos will appreciate the subtle signs of affection, but will be hard to convince with compliments. The Virgoan female is the most critical with herself, noting every little thing she might find that is considered a flaw by her. This being said, the Aquarian male must not simply treat the Virgoan female as a "best friend", or she will not stay. She refuses to bring herself anymore worry than she already has, though it may hurt her even more to leave him, especially if she had truly felt that they had something. The male will then simply shrug and sigh, returning to his usual friendly demeanor.
How they love:
Virgo:
Virgos, when in love, will give their heart to the one of their affections. However, unlike their opposite, Picses, they do not allow themselves to completely love until they are utterly sure that they are "safe". They will carefully guard their heart, especially if they had ben hurt prior to then. As Mercury, symbolized by intellegence, as the ruler of the Virgo sign, the Virgoan uses their head, rather than their heart. They are not fools, not easily fooled, either, and it takes more than just pretty words to get them. The Virgo may not be as all think, the shy, quiet virgin who is equally naive, and may be more of an introverted [though extroverted around those close], bight, and creative woman. Or, they could be both or neither.
The Virgo is attracted to, more often than not, personality and intellegence, rather than something such as looks or status, though the Virgo may favor a lover who is able to sustain themselves and/or is more
Aquarius:
Aquarians are more of the silently loving type. At times, it may seem that they do not feel for you anymore, when they are simply trying to excersise their freedom, then suddenly return once again. Not particualrly affectionate physically, the Aquarian tends to hold their emotions in what seems like a vault. They are not quick to share their personal lives with others, and they definitely will not with strangers. The Aquarian shows that they "love" by sharing personal things with you. Once able to trust, they tend to open up more, just as the Virgo does, and will prove to be a sincere and genuine lover.
Both need their minds stimulated by each other to make their relationship deeper, as friends, or otherwise. As the Aquarian is a genius with abundant creativity and an "out of the box" mindset, their conversations with a Virgo, whose intellect can challenge that of the Aquarian's, will be extremelly captivating and quite enjoyable to both.
The Relationship between these two may be complicated, as the Aquarian male wishes to keep his freedom, and is virtually unreadable to the Virgoan female. While he goes off, she worries constantly if whether or not he truly does feel the same. Virgos look for long-term, or even just a loving relationship, unlike Aquarians, who, if they feel their significant other is in love with someone else, will simply sigh and leave.
This sort of relationship requires both to put in effort and commitment, but also leniance. The Aquarian, though he may seem cold and aloof at times, appreciates the little things that the Virgoan female may do for him: fuss over him when he is unwell, ask how his day was, smile, talk with him, even the occasional baking or treats. On the other hand, he may find her fussing borderline bothersome.
"Break-up"
Virgos will appreciate the subtle signs of affection, but will be hard to convince with compliments. The Virgoan female is the most critical with herself, noting every little thing she might find that is considered a flaw by her. This being said, the Aquarian male must not simply treat the Virgoan female as a "best friend", or she will not stay. She refuses to bring herself anymore worry than she already has, though it may hurt her even more to leave him, especially if she had truly felt that they had something. The male will then simply shrug and sigh, returning to his usual friendly demeanor.
How they love:
Virgo:
Virgos, when in love, will give their heart to the one of their affections. However, unlike their opposite, Picses, they do not allow themselves to completely love until they are utterly sure that they are "safe". They will carefully guard their heart, especially if they had ben hurt prior to then. As Mercury, symbolized by intellegence, as the ruler of the Virgo sign, the Virgoan uses their head, rather than their heart. They are not fools, not easily fooled, either, and it takes more than just pretty words to get them. The Virgo may not be as all think, the shy, quiet virgin who is equally naive, and may be more of an introverted [though extroverted around those close], bight, and creative woman. Or, they could be both or neither.
The Virgo is attracted to, more often than not, personality and intellegence, rather than something such as looks or status, though the Virgo may favor a lover who is able to sustain themselves and/or is more
Aquarius:
Aquarians are more of the silently loving type. At times, it may seem that they do not feel for you anymore, when they are simply trying to excersise their freedom, then suddenly return once again. Not particualrly affectionate physically, the Aquarian tends to hold their emotions in what seems like a vault. They are not quick to share their personal lives with others, and they definitely will not with strangers. The Aquarian shows that they "love" by sharing personal things with you. Once able to trust, they tend to open up more, just as the Virgo does, and will prove to be a sincere and genuine lover.
Both need their minds stimulated by each other to make their relationship deeper, as friends, or otherwise. As the Aquarian is a genius with abundant creativity and an "out of the box" mindset, their conversations with a Virgo, whose intellect can challenge that of the Aquarian's, will be extremelly captivating and quite enjoyable to both.
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