What To Do, What To Do..?

I've been thinking again, with the whole mess of things which are occurring right now. In the very least, I'm frustrated and scared. I'm not really one to trust others with my emotions, after all...

*Gasp!*

So, just yesterday a mutual friend between Mr. C and I was talking to me during class. Well, she mentioned talking to him about my relationship with him and then commented on how he said he didn't feel the same and how he was into someone else. Just before that she mentioned him bringing me up in a conversation asking her why she didn't want us together, so naturally, this sparked my interest--though I have to admit hearing her say that he didn't feel the same (despite his encouragement and support and overall affection towards me)hurt quite a bit and several tears were shed.

Well, continuing, once I was back at home, I made it a point to ask him about how he felt about me, and not to my surprise, he asked about why I was asking that (which I proceeded to explain) all the while essentially proving that our friend wasn't telling the truth to me.

I sincerely hope she isn't trying to stop us from being together, because it simply feels like this could really be something...hopefully it isn't just a hunch, though time will surely tell.

Take 2

Well, now considering that Mr. Leo is actually a Mr. Cancer, now something that has happened the other day makes more sense aha.

Regardless, it still stands that he's rather outgoing and rather boisterous. Though, if I think about it, he is on the Cancer-Leo cusp...

Anyway, in my bout of observing him yesterday (as, I'm still trying to figure out if he is interested), he had accidentally elbowed the back of my shoulder (rather hard, if I must say). Of course, I joked about it, saying that it hurt (which it did), and he immediately began to apologize in a soft voice. Granted, I rarely see him apologize or use a softer tone, but perhaps this is just me.

I've also noticed that he'd ask me every day how my shooting went for a match or practice, and if I had a particularly bad day, he'd offer a bit of consolation. It's somewhat shocking that he can be so 'in-your-face' one minute and sweet the next, but who am I to complain? I am the same way, after all.

So, maybe this will work out, maybe it won't....but, perhaps it could and that's what matters.

Difficulties

I feel so frustrated as of late..

Remember how I mentioned I have close friend that is a Pisces? Well...she is very outgoing--quite unlike me...Well, she has been trying to get me to talk to Mr. Taurus more, but the thing is, I don't really like it when she does because as soon as she puts us together, she'll go right in-between us and talk and talk and talk and I don't like competing to speak, so I just don't. I have tried to tell her that I dislike this, but she just tells me she talks because neither of us do. We do try to talk, we just don't have the chance because she just drones on and on :c
I've been thinking of talking to Mr. Taurus about this, since he is very understanding of my train of thought, but I feel like it's not fair to my Pisces friend since she's just trying to help, I guess...

Accepting Any Questions!

Feel free to drop off a comment about relationships or what-not! Responses will be at least a paragraph, as I do not have much free time otherwise!

My Views

Due to the fact that I've mustered courage to talk to Mr. Taurus, I thought I'd do a proper entry for My Views.

Taurus:
In particular, this male Taurus is rather gentle and trusting. He is, with no doubt, intelligent and a rather great conversational partner. In his own way, he's charming. Independent in thought, yet readily available when it comes to sharing and exchanging ideas. He has a lower self-esteem, and broods, but talking to him lightens his mood quite a bit. As he is shy, the signs he sends to show his interest in a conversational partner are subtle--I almost missed quite a few, haha. Mr. Taurus is also very patient with me. I can be a rather chatty Virgo, yet, even with as many times I switch subjects, he follows along with ease and contributes. He is a very good listener and seems to pick up conversations if they start to fall short. It isn't very hard to fall in love with him more because he is such an interesting, complex, and charming person.

Insights On Virgos

Now, this is to be solely based on myself (and some friends who are also Virgos).
//this was supposed to be submitted on Valentines Day, but I had some things to be taken care of, aha//
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Virgos love to be in love. It allows their picky, cautious nature to bloom further while they pick out what to wear and how to present themselves. They tend to fix minor things or fidget with clothing--perhaps picking off little bits of lint that catches their attention. With Virgos, you never know when you'll bump into the one who holds your affections.
However, though they may be forward in advice or criticism, shy Virgo has difficulty in engaging in conversation with whomever they admire and often resort to backing away in order to analyze their current situation. By doing this, they cause themselves unneeded distress and end up creating problems that aren't there in the first place. Usually, if you feel the same towards them, a display of your feelings would work wonders and wash away some of that worry. Though, Virgos (even as in-tune with details as they are) can be rather oblivious to smaller gestures.
But! Have no fear, as gentle Virgo can eventually muster up enough confidence to show subtle signs of their interest. Their ideal way of flirting is modest. This can include a quick glance to the object of their affection and then looking away just as quickly, fixing clothing in their presence, or even offering help on things that seem minute (as in, "Oh, that looks like a lot of work, here, I'll help"). Be cautious, as these can also indicate simple curiosity or just them being helpful in general.
When it comes to a crush versus being 'in love', Virgos get fickle. They are indecisive in nature, almost always weighing the pros and cons of decisions in order to figure out what would be their best choice and why. It takes time for a Virgo to determine their feelings, especially those who tend to hide them, but once they do decide that they're the one, it's final. Virgos, when in love, are dedicated and affectionate partners who will be loyal unless the other has shown infidelity. They don't give up easily even then, however, and will try and try until they're sick of it. It takes quite a lot for a Virgo to deem something as a lost cause, and once they say that they do not care, it should be apparent that that is the only truth.
Virgos, in all, are critics. They enjoy picking at little things and examining them for the better. Relationships are especially part of that. Virgos aim for their personal perfection, and though they do not mean harm, they can try to change bits and pieces of a relationship to make it better than it was originally. It's best to gently show the Virgo that nothing needs to be changed, as their intentions are good and may feel personally offended if you were to be harsh towards their criticism
Even with this, Virgos can prove to be deeply caring and devoted partners. If a Virgo shows that they harbor feelings for you, it'll be quite a challenging yet d

My Views:

Scorpio:
This is an update on a friend of mine who I just learned is a Scorpio, aha...Anyway, she's a rather cheerful person and I enjoy her company very much! As a Virgo, I find that it's easy to converse and understand her despite some stark differences. In my eyes, Scorpios can be very reliable though reserved in their feelings. I have to say that I've picked up some low-key feelings from her...but as the shy Virgo that I am, I can't quite tell my stance on the subject. *sigh* On another plus, Scorpios aren't so black-and-white as they can seem. It's mostly indecisiveness/a more impulsive nature mixed with an adamant personality (which isn't quite an idealistic state, for me, aha, I prefer quiet stubbornness).

Taurus:
Alrighty, so, in a course of a few months, I've bumped into several Tauruses, two of which are impacting me most at the time. One is a female. She's headstrong, and doesn't take no for an answer--yet in a more...brutal...way. In no way do I agree with her for the most part, but, again, with my own shy nature, it's rather difficult to speak my mind. She's intimidating and that scares me. Moving on, the other is a male (though I'm not sure if he is a Taurus, his personality seems to be that of one, so I'll categorize him as one for now). Embarrassingly, I showed I was interested in him. He seems to be an observer, and stern. What is so difficult is my inability to read his emotions, however. I do catch on details rather well, but not only has he been sending mixed signals, he also has seemed to try to get closer to me, but also shys away just as fast. It's frustrating, but I don't mind too much. He's a leader, who takes matters into his own hands to ensure that a group goes where they need to or does what is required, and is satisfied with that. He isn't, however, controlling, as there is a difference between leadership and dominance.

My Views:

Pisces:
I know two Pisces, and they are absolutely fantastic. One is an incredible artist and singer [from what friends tell me], and she's awkward and really fun to be around. She's like a sister to me, even if we aren't extremely close to "best friends". The other is also a girl, and she's really cool. She has a knack for singing and playing guitar [she brings her acoustic to school every day], and she technically is like a sister [we're really close and talk about a bunch of stuff--we also look the part, haha]. Anyway, my point is that Pisces, although Virgos are "not supposed to" get along with them, are surely sociable people who are truly great friends and "lovers".

Virgo [updated]:
I confess that this one is because of my boyfriend [the last one was based on Dean]. Anyway, I found out how picky other Virgos can be, though it isn't all that bad. I also realized that Virgos really do take people's [who they are close] opinions dear to heart. Virgo guys are really sweet [and I actually know more than just two], and they're super thoughtful and can be caring if you give them a chance. In addition to this, Virgo guys are the type to be loyal to their girlfriends [I asked some friends about their relationships--which I have to say I'm pretty lucky to know a handful of gals dating Virgos], and they put thought into what they do for them.

My Views:

Views of Libra:
I have come to attention that I have not really met [well, at least consciously known] someone born under the sign of Libra. Also, the only Libra that I know, I really don't like. It's not that she is mean, it's just that she gossips A LOT. I tend to stay away from gossiping, though sometimes I find something of slight interest.
Surprisingly enough, even as a Virgo, I tend to not take notice of huge things [like teachers getting pregnant, people getting a gig, sports teams winning] until I hear about it a week later.
Going back on topic, I really don't have a clear-cut opinion on Libras yet, as I only know of one, and I still am a bit iffy on whether or not I like her.

Views of Leo:
Ah, the wonderful Leo. I have a rather close friend--like a sister type of friend, who is a Leo. Leos [from my own experience] are fun-loving and are absolutely amazing at killing bordeom. If there is anything that I had done in school that could have gotten me in trouble, it probably has to do with her, too. I find that it is rather refreshing to be with Leos because it gives me a [very much] needed break from school and home "problems". My Leo friends are loyal, which is something that is key for me when it comes to friendships. Not only that, but Leos tend to be good listeners!
Overall, Leos are pretty incredible.

Views of Virgo:
And here, we have some recent friends of mine. I believe that it more has to do with the fact that I am a Virgo myself that I get along well with most others. One in particular [and I will be using his nickname] is Dean. He is absolutely fantastic and polite. Just Friday, we were on a Choir field trip and the entire time we were all singing whatever songs we could think of. From similar minds to the spontaneous fun, I think [and this may be just a tad bit biased] that Virgos are great!

My Views:

Views of Cancer:

I felt that I had to do yet another of these things, as I have recently found out about another friend who is a Cancer. There's two types of Cancerians: quiet/calm and loud/empathetic/sympathetic/emotional overall.
This one, in particular is the first of the two.
As I had already said, she is particualrly quiet and soft spoken, the only times she has talked directly to me without me beginning the conversation is after I had given her a sugar cookie and vanilla cupcake yesterday [I baked over the weekend], and seeral times when I was being paranoid at the lunch table.
I must say that I'd want to find out more about her, as a friend and for social akwardness help [for me, as in].
Perhaps I will go ahead a write another review [labeled "Part 2"?] sometime else.

My Views

Views of Capricorn

Capricorns are fun to be around, or, for me, anyway. As a Virgo, I appreciate those [who I know are Capricorns] who have a good work-ethic, and are quite studious. A pet peeve of mine [as stated in the eariler Capricorn & Capricorn compatibility post for RK] is that they have the habit of bad time management. Goodness, if I weren't so iffy about saying "bad" things about other signs [I prefer to keep to myself, right now, at least], then I'd go on by posting a list of sorts.
But I won't do that.
Moving on.
I enjoy the refinement of taste with Capricorns, while they are usually quite calm, too. I won't say that I have met a Capricorn that I didn't get along with at first meeting. Not only that, but their modest personality [well, usually modest], is quite refreshing while living amongst Scorpios, Aries [two], and a Gemini!

My Views:

Views of Aries:

Aries are rather fun to have around at times, though get a tad bit annoying after a while. They are fun-loving, and a bit too hot-headed and adventurous for my taste. Although those who I know that are Aries are rather kind when they want, it would not be completely ideal for me to be around them always.

Veiws of Aquarius:

Oh dear, I might be a bit biased with this, as the one holding my affections is under this sign. I will just say that Aquarians are overall, kind and tend to put others before themselves. The one that I know, in particular, is a huge sweetheart and never fails to put a smile on my face. We certianly do have many differences, but in the end, our similar level of intellegence and our care for others bring out the best. However, I have to warn you. Aquarians have this underlying manipulative ability and usually win arguments, in addition to that nasy temper if pushed too far past their seemingly undying kindness. [And he loves it when I bake for him, too!]

Views of Scorpio:

Scorpios and I don't get along as nicely as I would like, but we have our similarities and differences that bring us closer. For an example, my sister. We can be "buddy-buddy" one moment, then at each others' necks with office supplies in our hands as our weapons. Though, I can not ever deny the fact that I dearly love the Scorpios that I know, even if when I try to say it it ends up as a hiss.

Veiws of Cancer:

I love how Cancers have that undying ablity to get you to spill everything. They simply have this way of knowing when something is wrong, and they will do absolutely anything to make you feel better--even if they are a bit criticizing at times. I think of Cancers as creme brulee. after you get through the hard surface, you meet the sweet and soft insides. Though, I must say that they do get moody all the time, which does get a bit on my bad side after too much exposure.

Views of Gemini:

Gemini can be considerate, but their sense of humor takes the cake. Though some Geminis I know can be a bit pushy and over-expecting, I find that they are charming in the sense of their undying curiosity and intellect. I must say, these guys [and gals] have a lot to say!

[NOTE: These are of the signs of people who I know so far/know what their horoscope is.]