Update From The Weekend: Part 2

I forgot to mention something.
Remember how I dated the other Virgo before? The one who was my first relationship? Well, he's made yet another appearance (he tends to come back all the time, anywhere from one week to one month away). He usually does this when he's feeling down or lonely or if he's in a really bad situation, but he's showing signs of jealousy towards Mr. Taurus (Mr. Virgo over here still sees me as his--in a way). This is not ideal at all.

Update From The Weekend

So, I went to a dance that Mr. Taurus invited me to on Saturday. It was rather nice; I had a lot of fun dancing with him...in fact, we slow danced several times. He seemed to be really comfortable in that setting, despite it being a little crowded, and stuck with me and one of our mutual friends the entire time. I still am not a great dancer, but it's alright, considering that my dance partner isn't really, either, haha.
I also met his parents that night, which was pleasant. They seemed to like me despite quite a bit of sarcasm going back and forth Mr. Taurus and I.
I'd certainly love to do it again!

Stuff On Mind//

Well, it's come to my attention that, now, since I am dating Mr. Taurus (yay!), he seems to be just a tad bit more open with his emotions. However, what discourages me is his refusal of any PDA (public display of affection).
Just the other day, I asked him if I could kiss his cheek, but he refused. Though, I was able to rest my head on his shoulder, so I suppose that's some sort of progress.

Difficulties

I feel so frustrated as of late..

Remember how I mentioned I have close friend that is a Pisces? Well...she is very outgoing--quite unlike me...Well, she has been trying to get me to talk to Mr. Taurus more, but the thing is, I don't really like it when she does because as soon as she puts us together, she'll go right in-between us and talk and talk and talk and I don't like competing to speak, so I just don't. I have tried to tell her that I dislike this, but she just tells me she talks because neither of us do. We do try to talk, we just don't have the chance because she just drones on and on :c
I've been thinking of talking to Mr. Taurus about this, since he is very understanding of my train of thought, but I feel like it's not fair to my Pisces friend since she's just trying to help, I guess...

Good News!!

I'm rather excited today!

Last night, Mr. Taurus asked me to accompany him to a dance this Saturday, and I hopefully will be able to go (as my parents are being tough on me). In addition, I was able to bring up one of my grades a good amount in a class that is giving me so, so, very much stress.
So, this week has been a good week so far! I'll see where tomorrow ends and hopefully--along with Saturday--it will be good!

Updates~

In all honesty, I feel like I'm on cloud 9!

Things are going well with Mr. Taurus, though no relationship yet (but still very good progress). He's starting to be more aloof, though...I mean, he does want to talk and texts back just as quickly, but in person he's more quiet and I, as a worrier, feel like I'm doing something wrong, or--perhaps--he is starting to like me more and is getting nervous (he is like that as a person and was afraid to like me more than he does because he didn't want our relationship to suffer as he would have difficulty with mussing up courage to talk to me).

So..

I was just reading the Horoscope.com love horoscope for Virgo since I do find reading the different ones interesting, but today's made me want to giggle:
The planetary alignment enlivens your outlook, and brings a feeling of optimism regarding your latest romantic endeavors. There is certainly nothing ordinary about the events of today, or the people you are likely to meet. You may find one person in particular not only devastatingly attractive, but also of a sound, original, and witty mind, which for you, is like a red cloak to a bull.
Well, I don't know, it just made me think of Mr. Taurus who I do find *exaggeratedly* absolutely devastatingly handsome and does also have a particular sense of humor and thinking and is completely and utterly 'swoon-worthy'. If he ever does see this, well....

My bad.

But it isn't like he doesn't know already--in fact, he seems to seem more self-confident around me, which is nice, including the special treatment. I don't usually like so much attention from someone, but this is a little more subtle and private so it's rather sweet, I suppose.

Musings

I must admit that I'm glad Mr. Taurus is very patient with my worrisome and excitable nature...In the past two weeks I've asked him about our relationship (still not dating, however, he would like to. I don't think he's completely sure quite yet) just about twenty times, haha!
As for giving him practically all of my affections, he admitted that he loves it, so there is that. I have noticed that he likes to show off quite a bit and does say things to claim me (as in, "you're mine") but gets a bit embarrassed after the fact. In fact, practically anything pertaining to romance and affection makes him a bit nervous, so I try not to shower him in affection as much in public or at least ask him first so he won't die from said nervousness (from which he appreciates the gesture).

Ahh...

...tfw Mr. Taurus is giving you mixed signals--

Goodness, I'd love to be more forward, but I've just retired to taking things slowly since he doesn't like the idea of relationships at an early age :C

I'm Feeling Rather Proud

Well, I guess correctly. Mr. Taurus is, in fact, a Taurus!!

Anyway, time to continue talking to him c:

My Views:

Scorpio:
This is an update on a friend of mine who I just learned is a Scorpio, aha...Anyway, she's a rather cheerful person and I enjoy her company very much! As a Virgo, I find that it's easy to converse and understand her despite some stark differences. In my eyes, Scorpios can be very reliable though reserved in their feelings. I have to say that I've picked up some low-key feelings from her...but as the shy Virgo that I am, I can't quite tell my stance on the subject. *sigh* On another plus, Scorpios aren't so black-and-white as they can seem. It's mostly indecisiveness/a more impulsive nature mixed with an adamant personality (which isn't quite an idealistic state, for me, aha, I prefer quiet stubbornness).

Taurus:
Alrighty, so, in a course of a few months, I've bumped into several Tauruses, two of which are impacting me most at the time. One is a female. She's headstrong, and doesn't take no for an answer--yet in a more...brutal...way. In no way do I agree with her for the most part, but, again, with my own shy nature, it's rather difficult to speak my mind. She's intimidating and that scares me. Moving on, the other is a male (though I'm not sure if he is a Taurus, his personality seems to be that of one, so I'll categorize him as one for now). Embarrassingly, I showed I was interested in him. He seems to be an observer, and stern. What is so difficult is my inability to read his emotions, however. I do catch on details rather well, but not only has he been sending mixed signals, he also has seemed to try to get closer to me, but also shys away just as fast. It's frustrating, but I don't mind too much. He's a leader, who takes matters into his own hands to ensure that a group goes where they need to or does what is required, and is satisfied with that. He isn't, however, controlling, as there is a difference between leadership and dominance.

Why Do They Do What They Do? [Negative Traits Of The Zodiac]

PART 1
NOTE: This is not at all to degrade astrological signs. This is simply for the purpose of stating some of the zodiac's bad traits and that is all.

Aries:
Aries tend to seem rash, rude, or insensitive towards others because something may have not gone their way and become moody. Aries is a fire sign and may be described as: stubborn, short-tempered, selfish, or impatient. They take the leading role and are ususally great leaders, thus why they perfer things to go their way. They have overwhelming confidence and high self-esteem which may come off as being cocky or obnoxious.
If an Aries feels that they aren't getting enough support, they may become more inclined to become selfish, though, as for being rude at times, that is because Aries tend to be impulsive and may not think before they speak.

Taurus:
Taurus take things seriously. When they think that they are correct, they will be persistant with their opinion. One major thing about these guys [and gals] is their stubborness. If you argue with a Taurus, most likely it'll feel as if you are arguing with a brick wall. If the arguemnt doens't suit their tastes, they will simply block you out the entire time, no problem. Their occasional outbursts of uncontrollable rages will arise from accumulated frustration and irritation, and they are prone to jealousy in relationships.

Gemini:
Indecisive is one of the biggest problems with those under the sign of Gemini. As Gemini is represented by the twins, individuals usually have that "seeing double" type of thing. One second they are completely fine, the next, they are throwing sarcastic comments at those who annoy them, then the next thing you know, they being to ignore because they are suddenly upset. Geminis are the kings and queens of being unable to make descisions. This happens because they have very active minds. They think quickly, and once they find something not to their liking, they will switch faster than you can say "Huh?". Gemini is the zodiac sign of duality, and they have two personalities inside them that are sometimes in conflict and sometimes harmonious.

Cancer:
Cancers are extremelly emotional, though if they are callous, you'd be surprised. Callous Cancers are considered to be one of the worst types of Cancers, especially if it is the dominant trait. These crabs are the best of the best with emotional manipulations, which includes emotional blackmail, trickery using self-pity, and even sarcasm. This trait of Cancer may lower your self-esteem on purpose using these "methods".

Leo:
Leos may have this problem with high expectations. Leos tend to either strive for the stars, but when they can only get to the moon, they'll pout and complain, or they would expect others to know what they want when they want it, or even that they'll expect their significant other to get them flowers and chocolates and a bracelet and a tablet [or something like that] on whatever sort of special occassion. The problem with this is that by giving higher expectations when it is unreachable is that this makes people think that the Leo, though they believe it is alright to do this, that they are selfish.

Virgo:
Goodness, I can't explain how many problem there are with Virgos, though that doesn't mean that they are extremelly horrible. Virgos tend to be perfectionists and critical. Though this can be good, this is also a possible downfall. Where Virgos see imperfections in people, objects, or just about anything, they will expect it to be fixed. While being critical, Virgos may seem unfeeling as they might point out every imperfection in others around them while saying that it is something that should not happen because...and they might even go on about explain why this shouldn't have been there or that you shouldn't be this way. Most of all, Virgos are their own enemy. Virgos may have problems with self-confidence because they are able to pick out their own problems and have the urge to fix it because they don't want others to notice it or point it ou.