Oh!

So, um, by the way, I talked to Mr. Taurus about my worries/paranoia, and he--rather than telling me it was stupid to be paranoid or dismiss it--listened to what I had to say and reassured me and told me that it was okay to be worried. Ahhh, he's so sweet, I feel like I don't deserve him sometimes...
I also noticed that today he talked to me during our passing period (it was supposed to be about how his bike sucks and why it does because he was going to explain, but it was mostly us talking about random things aha).

Update From The Weekend: Part 2

I forgot to mention something.
Remember how I dated the other Virgo before? The one who was my first relationship? Well, he's made yet another appearance (he tends to come back all the time, anywhere from one week to one month away). He usually does this when he's feeling down or lonely or if he's in a really bad situation, but he's showing signs of jealousy towards Mr. Taurus (Mr. Virgo over here still sees me as his--in a way). This is not ideal at all.

Update From The Weekend

So, I went to a dance that Mr. Taurus invited me to on Saturday. It was rather nice; I had a lot of fun dancing with him...in fact, we slow danced several times. He seemed to be really comfortable in that setting, despite it being a little crowded, and stuck with me and one of our mutual friends the entire time. I still am not a great dancer, but it's alright, considering that my dance partner isn't really, either, haha.
I also met his parents that night, which was pleasant. They seemed to like me despite quite a bit of sarcasm going back and forth Mr. Taurus and I.
I'd certainly love to do it again!

Stuff On Mind//

Well, it's come to my attention that, now, since I am dating Mr. Taurus (yay!), he seems to be just a tad bit more open with his emotions. However, what discourages me is his refusal of any PDA (public display of affection).
Just the other day, I asked him if I could kiss his cheek, but he refused. Though, I was able to rest my head on his shoulder, so I suppose that's some sort of progress.

It's Rather A Shame, Actually [Hiatus Warning]

So, for the last two and a half days of school, I have finals [though, I must admit that it is technically 1 and a half days. We had finals yesterday, too], and over the summer, I most likely will not be able to update so often as every day. Which makes me rather upset. I was really looking forward to blogging. [Though, I do have my Kindle so I might be able to update almost every day each week over the summer]

I'm So Sorry I Can't Help It

Okay, so right after the lunch bell rang to show that we need to get to fifth period, my boyfriend kissed me on the cheek.

What made it even better was that he even asked for permission beforehand, was blushing a bit, and he was nervous. It is most likely hard to tell but for the past ten minutes [give or take], I have been freaking out and saying, "He kissed me on the cheek".

But really.

He kissed me on the cheek again.

And I am simply smiling like an idiot.

Though, it is biased, I think that my reason for doing so is not at all idiotic.

Nevermind that--he kissed me on the cheek and I'm still freaking out because I just really like him so much [I daresay "love", I'm not too sure if I'm comfortable with saying that...].

Anyway.

Yeah.

That's about it. <3

I Simply Cannot Even

He kissed me on the cheek yesterday

He was so nervous it was just too sweet

He wrote me a poem

I don't care how much that he tells me that he is luckier, I am the one who is the luckiest person in the world. He just makes me feel so special, and he doesn't have to really do much to make me feel happy, and I really don't know what I did to deserve such an incredible guy. In a way, I do sort of hope that he isn't reading this right now, because that is rather embarassing, but nevermind that fact!

What really matters is that he is completely special to me and he never fails to make my day better.

In the case he is reading this, I'm not backing down--I'm the luckier one. <3

Excitement!

Alright, so, I'm sure that one day I will somewhat regret posting up things which are slightly considered personal, but I can't help it! I must admit that I am rather excited for my first day with my boyfriend [not to mention, first date entirely] this Friday. You see, there's a picnic event for my JROTC Battalion, and it was a mutual agreement [and rather sweet] for it to be a date, and we [boyfriend and I] are anticipating that.
In addition to this, Thursday we have a Spring Choir concert, and we both are in choir, so I get to see him a bunch~

Ahahaha [Announcement For The Blog!]

So, yesterday I lost my balance when trying to kiss my boyfriend's cheek for the first time. I'm sure it mostly had to do with the six inches in height difference, but mostly it was due to nervousness. The second time, however, I got it right. Hahaha. Though I found that he is a bit of a tease, which I don't mind.

Anyway, enough with talking about him, but this is actually supposed to be an announcement for this blog. So, I shall be moving on. c:

Alright, so, I am still working on the individual compatability posts for each of the Astrological Zodiac signs, and it is going along very choppily, as I have schooling and homework to do. I would gladly do so over the summer, but I will not have a computer [I will have a Kindle], and posting will be rather slow from there until the beginning of my sophmore year [this school year really has passed by!]. However, if you do like my blog, do not fret! I will ensure to update at least twice each week during the summer, and I might also post some pictures of California and wherever else I go throughout the summer [though I have Rifle Team summer camp--which my boyfriend is deciding to go, too, because of empty slots--for five days at the end of summer vacation].

Ah, what else was I going to add, you may ask? Well, I would really like for some suggestions as to what else I should make posts about [anything having to do with the Astrological Zodiac: relationships, advice, strengths and weaknesses, personality, "dark" personalities, et cetera].

So, if you want, don't hesitate to ask for something!

~ Megan

Hmm~

Well, today was quite interesting, namely the hour following Rifle Team practice. So, my boyfriend is rather shy when it comes to talking to people [which especially includes me as we have been dating for two days now, and he says he is socially awkward, wich I understand completely], but here's the thing. I had planned on giving him a kiss in the cheek, though it took about a minute for me to actually do so after asking for permission, and even so, since he is 5'8" versus my height of 5'2", I had some trouble with reaching his cheek and fell the first time I tried. Of course he asked if I was alright, but he did chuckle a bit [I did too, though. It was hilarious]. The second time proved successful even if it was a quick peck on the cheek. That and I found out that his password is the anniversary of us dating. Which, I must say, is really sweet. But he won't admit it, though, I really don't mind that, hehehe~