Ever since I had my first "relationship", I've found that trust shouldn't be given out so easily as I do. Even now, although it has been about two years since I broke up with my first "boyfriend", I still am having trouble trusting Mr. Aquarius, who is just so sweet and sincere.
As much as I don't want to trust people, it hurts because I am the type of person who wants to completely trust everyone and help everyone, not push people away because of fears resulting from someone who never cared. I find myself constantly apologizing for making these false assumptions that people want to emotionally hurt me, even lie to me. I feel that this makes me a bigger burden than I already am sometimes, and I feel like I'm always pestering someone when I talk, chat, or even text them.
Now, turning this into a Virgo post.
Virgos tend to be in the partially paranoid to the "mental disoder" type of paranoid range. Going off on this, many Virgoans are afraid of showing any more emotion than what is needed [also, this is for practicality], as they may believe that by letting go of their emotions that they would be subjected to harsh opinions, hatred, or even things like being annoying. Virgos have a calm, collected surface paired up with this underlying fear of rejection, which may make it harder to tell whether or not they truly are afraid, or if this [the feeling that they would be rejected, et cetera] is actually a fact. Virgos, unlike Pisces, tend to test the waters before allowing themselves to do certian things, and that includes relationships. If the waters somehow pose a threat, they will immediately withdrawl and stay on the safety of the land.
Virgos are natural worriers who secretly want to feel appreciated, needed, and loved. They crave this and they look for this in a lover, too.
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